I think typing is quite relaxing...i love the sound that the keyboard makes when typing its weird i know...

You know how certain smells remind you of something of the past but you never know what it is or you may have a vague memory but just cant quite but your finger on the memory..it happens to me all the time..for instance this new body wash my mum must have bought it smells A-Mazing but it reminds me of something but i have no idea what...you know smell is meant to be the strongest of the senses linked to memory!! i think...don't quote me on it though...

one thing I find so fascinating is the human mind..the whole cognitive system just amazes me...how we learn and develop..did you know that developing language is acquired not learnt, that we have it within us already to know language we just have to be in the environment of it. I mean we are so weird...really, why do we do the things that we do...we have first impressions of people and stereotype them as a way of finding out how to communicate with them but we also use it to describe a person, this which is really done sub-consciously...if we thought about everything that we were going to say and do consciously then we would never be able to communicate it...so what spins me out is that we all have this sub-conscience and conscience in us and we are all individual so like how crazy that God knows us better than we know ourselves meaning he has heard and knows it all..that is alot of heads to hear don't yah think!!..i mean if he didn't really love us than he totally would have made us way less complicated but we can see and know for sure that our god is completely in love with us because no person is the same...i mean i go crazy sometimes with my thoughts alone and god says he hears every thought!!!

anyways..i guess that's part of why i want to do psychology..to know..to get a little closer to finding out how God has wired us so amazingly. maybe its just something I want to know rather than be? I have so many thoughts and desires about what I want my life to be like...too many I just don't know where to start. Some people know for sure what it is but I want many things in life and it totally frustrates me if anyone is on the same wavelength? from psychology to teaching to fashion to travelling to so on and so on...why cant God just say this is what you should do so do it?? Sometimes free will and choices can be a pretty big burden...I guess that's life...
discovering...