Wow...
This has been the two biggest emotional weeks of my life in a long time. Where do I begin? Where can I begin but to thank the author and father of my life for knowing, knowing my heart, knowing my inner thoughts and frustrations, and above all knowing and seeing the bigger picture.
How blessed are we to put our trust and hope in someone who without a doubt knows your future and sees ahead of your daily life. Its incredible that we have this opportunity, and I know that this week I struggled with the fact that he will not always share his thoughts with us about the bigger picture and leaves it up to us to just trust him.
Ok so I had it in my heart to change degrees this year and I applied in the second round of UAC and did not recieve an offer at all. I was devastated to sum it up for you. I had the marks and I was already enrolled in a degree at that very Uni. I just didnt understand it and I felt kind of left in the dark with God not giving me reasons or solutions for this circumstance.
After all this "why why why business going on with me" God was always there with me, giving me this amazing peace and weird expectancy feeling?!
So I decided to contact the uni and found out that all the places for the course had been filled in the first round of offers and thats why I didnt recieve a place and they gave me the idea of doing subjects which can be accredited towards the degree this semester and apply again next semester. So I have just finished my subject choices and the timetable and it all fits in perfectly. God is amazing can I tell you...
So I just wanted to share with you a little testing period about trusting him, the one who see much more than we could ever.
God is faithful and I am constantly in awe of his limitless love and his amazing grace towards us. Hope you are encouraged today and learn to put your trust in him in everything you do.
" I am leaving you with a gift- peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give you isnt like the peace the world gives. So dont be troubled..."
John 14:27
This has been the two biggest emotional weeks of my life in a long time. Where do I begin? Where can I begin but to thank the author and father of my life for knowing, knowing my heart, knowing my inner thoughts and frustrations, and above all knowing and seeing the bigger picture.
How blessed are we to put our trust and hope in someone who without a doubt knows your future and sees ahead of your daily life. Its incredible that we have this opportunity, and I know that this week I struggled with the fact that he will not always share his thoughts with us about the bigger picture and leaves it up to us to just trust him.
Ok so I had it in my heart to change degrees this year and I applied in the second round of UAC and did not recieve an offer at all. I was devastated to sum it up for you. I had the marks and I was already enrolled in a degree at that very Uni. I just didnt understand it and I felt kind of left in the dark with God not giving me reasons or solutions for this circumstance.
After all this "why why why business going on with me" God was always there with me, giving me this amazing peace and weird expectancy feeling?!
So I decided to contact the uni and found out that all the places for the course had been filled in the first round of offers and thats why I didnt recieve a place and they gave me the idea of doing subjects which can be accredited towards the degree this semester and apply again next semester. So I have just finished my subject choices and the timetable and it all fits in perfectly. God is amazing can I tell you...
So I just wanted to share with you a little testing period about trusting him, the one who see much more than we could ever.
God is faithful and I am constantly in awe of his limitless love and his amazing grace towards us. Hope you are encouraged today and learn to put your trust in him in everything you do.
" I am leaving you with a gift- peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give you isnt like the peace the world gives. So dont be troubled..."
John 14:27
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